bring back the smile

I used to smile
With my mouth widen from my ear side to the other

I used to laugh
Like the whole town could hear

I used to be happy
As if the whole world would envy

I used to cry
Let the city could drown

I used to feel
All the feeling should be

I used to be
The person I once live in fantasy

Let me used to be,
Let me used to see,
Feel the entire feel
Keen the entire keel

I miss it all
I dream it all

Bring back that smile to me
From my ear side to the other

~musangkar~ 1 nov 2008, semporna sabah

Kita hidup dgn password…

Kita hidup dgn password. Kalo 100 thn dulu, kita kata yg juta-juta duit kita akan selamat dgn hanya ingat 6 nombor, org akan kata kita mereng.. Tapi itula kenyataan. Skarang n ink simpan duit pakai password. Nak amik duit pakai password. Kunci umah pakai password. Start enjin kereta pakai password… hidup kita selamat dengan password. Nak baca bersembang(im/ chat) pun guna password. Hari-hari kita adalah password.


Apa akan jadi 50 thn lagi?.......agaknya nanti password dh ketinggalan, kita akan guna bau badan lak ganti password. Pergi kat mesin atm, angkat ketiak…mesin scan odour kita dan….keching! duit keluar…

novel taik idung

our books
seronok ada libary baru buka kat pekan. besar dan cantik dan menggiurkan(aku suka pergi library). mesti banyak buku. good to see a lot of boys and girls just get back from the library.
but while i glance what they are carrying..i just get disappointed and frustrated. It was a novel and novel and novel and novel again. they doesn't have any academic book on the shelves isn't it?
no, they do have. aku tak anti buku novel, aku pun baca. but what type is what we have to filter it down. jgn salahkan budak-budak tu jugak sebab diorang suka membaca. di usia cm diorang ni, diorang read for pleasure. which is good and i do it a lot. novel ni bagus, tapi bannyak novel-novel kat libarary tu novel cerita taik hidung. cerita tentag cinta, cinta, cinta, cinta dan cinta lagi..what's next is still cinta. i get tired. budak-budak ni akan makan apa yg kita sajikan. anak-anak bangsa kita ni. bangsa malaysia. pllease produce more novel about life...to name it just a few. aku cuma ingat "Suraya"...

menteri-menteri malaysia

menteri-menteri kat malaysia adalah manusia mulia yg tidak boleh dipertikai tindakan dan keputusan mereka. sesapa yg pandai2 nak pertikai akan dianggap sebagai pembolat bangsa dan pengancam keamanan negara.

aku terpikir...kat negara maju di luar sana, rakyat bebas mengkritik secara terbuka tentang apa yg mereka tak suka dan tak puas hati dgn kerajaan. tapi kat tmpt kita tak boleh....

sometimes...a lot

we always look ahead. we want for what we want, intended to and some many things that make us move and think. but on our lengthy endless race, we spend sometimes..a lot of time to take a look behind us. it's good becaouse it make us learn our mistake, remembering the step or even flash some memories. i do it a lot. and at some point of a moment..it make me feel alone.

i miss it a lot... ahh let find something new.

apa aku membebel nih? warrrggghhh

hahaha. just suara hati

My First Step


This is my first writing on a blog site. A start for a new beginning. Holding my view on a lot of thing i wish to share for a long time.


a person is a person it was and a person it will be...somebody